Wavering interests,.

Embryonic stage of renewed self determination. That's what I named a phenomena where you actually start re-living your previously done activity in a renewed manner but still, much like a lazy bum. Sometimes, people who used to read ample of books or write articles seem to take a sabbatical from reading/writing for don't know what reason. Yes, its that ambiguous a situation. For days, months and more awfully years, that habit is long lost and abandoned like an orphan who suddenly is greeted by its birth givers after years. Oh! Humble realization. And, okay, that's for the good as you finally wake up. But why so late? Should it be asked what meaningful you did all these years or could is be put this way: Did you actually not like that thing or something or did laziness claw you and kill you to obesity? The answer might not be just one, but many of them, sometimes valid and sometimes absolutely irrational and passive.

It genuinely seems to defy the idiom 'Old Habits Die Hard' but the victims can always come up with ''My habits were just under comatose, not dead, you see!'' It could have evolved due to busy schedules or decaying interest or maybe psychological disorders? Let's tackle them one by one. 

Busy and schedules are two for me, and I cannot combine them if we're talking about interests and passions. Schedules are not God made, are they? We author them, manage them, edit them and also execute accordingly. And busy-ness is the outcome of wrong editing. We could reduce just 2 minutes from some chores and grab some gravity for our own development. Coming on to being 'busy'. It has its own amendments. Some people are occupied since morning till night and yet take 30-40 minutes out before sleep to refill their mental flask. So more than being a state, it's an esteemed word, seemingly putting one into the 'uppermost circle'.

The second one: decaying interest. Can interest decay? Be surmounted by unwanted elements leading to it's ruin? Yes, it can. You have had a change of interest and you might have switched to something else in the meanwhile. Some new entrants in your life could have kept you busy for a long, long time. You might have been too swayed away by your lifestyle, that other developmental cardinals were forced to lose their dignity, slowly ad were subjected to a backlog. You would have judged your area of interest as losing its treat and excite element.

Last and definitely worth noting is the category of psychological conditions that affect the overall working of the individual, right from his behavior to his likes/dislikes and so on, further affecting his own social acceptance. And that can be due to two sub-reasons: family conditions and his own personal world. The family can be troublesome, broken, on the verge of being broken,a bunch hypocrites residing together,cordial socially but not even sipping the evening tea together ,or simply having no family. This,utmost, shows it's effect on how one approaches everything. On the other hand, a lost love,an unfortunate happening, no accomplished career and so on are few facets on the personal front that force you to divert your choices.

So, you see,how well can even the simpler aspects of one's changing or say, diminishing interests, that relapse later, can be related to one's minute dispositions and other realms of the personal world; different strata. The relapse can anytime be owed to the restoration of the negative conditions to something satisfactory. 

~ Easy depiction of changing human choices by a chart ~